A Beautiful Mess
I am human and I need to be loved. Just like everybody else, does.

napskinksandall said: She’s sincerely & utterly photogenic. She can look crazy and still be gorgeous smh. You know you see those kind of people on Tumblr but I actually know one. Profoundly beautiful.

-____- too flattered.

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Looking Ahead.

I often wonder where I’ll be 5 even 10 years from now. 

Will I be married? Will I be a mother? Who will my husband be? How good of a parent will I be? What will my kids be like? It’s weird ya know? Not knowing who you’ll spend the rest of your life with. If you already know, kudos. But for others like me, I don’t. I find it fascinating that I kind of don’t know so I can daydream about it. But other times it troubles me. What if the guy I marry is a guy I really don’t like? Or someone really close to me? What if I don’t get married at all? I don’t know. I’m not worried about marriage necessarily cause that’s a long time for now, I just always think about the future.

I think about my career. Will I be an actress by the time I want to? I at least want to be in the business. I want a career that I’ll love, and I love acting. But what if I don’t make it?


I wonder what my kids will look like. They’re small hands, small feet, big eyes, and the naive sense they have of what the world is like. I have so much to teach and so much to learn myself. I actually have a name for my daughter. I like it a lot. 

The future excites and scares me. I wonder if I’ll be ready.

(Source: jemappellekenyavictoria)

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masala-and-french-fries said: don’t we all? i feel like i have to shave my legs every 3 days…fml.

Girl I should smh. The joys of girlhood -_-

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napskinksandall said: YOU PUT IT UP!!!

yes.

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the video I just put up lmaooo

I’m so lame.

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Ambitious Boy…or should I say man…

You look good, but I’m more intrigued by your goals, your plans

I don’t trip when you don’t call me on the weekends

I know you up studying during the week, so I figure you wanna sleep in

Your demeanor just drives me crazy

Your intellect, the way you speak…oh baby

Other dudes out here want something for nothing

They want it all, but no work

They fucking bitches, and skipping births

You have friends like that, you know men like that

But all you’re is doing working hard so you can pay them loans right back

You surpass all my expectations,

I think your drive exceeds my own determination

You don’t have to prove to me that you’re different

I see it your eyes

I see your motivation

Hit me back when you finish your paper, I don’t mind waiting

Your ambition caught my attention,

But your potential is what keeps me interested

I’m in love with your mind, and your thoughts

These other dudes just all talk, and I ain’t tryna take that loss

Tell me your dreams and I’ll tell you mine

You ain’t tryna mess with these hoes with no goals

That try to get you caught up, and you know how that story goes

They’re not ready for a man like you

But I got room in my plans

I can help build you up, and make you a better man

Ambition, Ambition…something most of you boys are missing. 

(Source: jemappellekenyavictoria)

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napskinksandall said: Hey don’t have to shave, you have nice perfect boobs. I say we’re even!

lmfao I have to shave my legs every 2 weeks to make sure they’re smooth you never have to! lolol but maybe we are.

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napskinksandall said: I don’t have too :)

-_____-lucky butt

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I hate being a girl sometimes cause I have to shave my legs.

But I like having  smooth legs so whatever lolol

(Source: jemappellekenyavictoria)

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Spoken Word.

No one knows how much I love spoken word. It’s absolutely beautiful to me. The way someone can have their words just bounce off of their tongue in a quickness like a gentle breeze. The rhythmical pattern of their voice as it bounces off the walls creating this image or pure unadulterated meaning.

It’s like rap and poetry in one if you really think about it. It’s just something amazing. I wish I had the quickness and gentleness to be able to do spoken word. 

It’s extraordinary/

(Source: jemappellekenyavictoria)

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90sdefect reblogged this from you and added:

^^^Yea, that’s been out for a while, dope shit though.

I can’t believe how late I am lolol but I loved it! 

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Kanye West & Bon Iver have a song together?!!!

Speechless. I love this.

(Source: jemappellekenyavictoria)

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Day 163: Where is one place you would love to visit?

London or France. I know I’d love it there.

(Source: jemappellekenyavictoria)

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AHHHHH

90sdefect:

Tumblr will not suffice tonight, I’m in a social mood, I need an intellectual conversation, I need someone to stimulate my mind…I need a mental orgasm.

(via napskinksandall)

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THEME  by  ITZIAR DAMBORENEA